At the Age of 23

No its not my b'day and i am not turning 23.But yesterday i was thinking that what i want and what i don't want at the ripe old age of 23.Yes i have a good job what normally every one wants and the job where i am learning almost nothing :) beautiful home and great parents and of course my life-my best friends.Now, I sometimes wonder if there's something missing in my life.I was always told that if I didn't like something, I shouldn't be doing it at all. I should quit and do what I like.But there are some situations where you just don't understand what to do and don't.When i was a child i didn't have much dreams i didn't know what i want to become.But at this stage i know what i am doing and why it is.But still sometimes it is very difficult to stick with your choice.My mom says that this is the perfect age to marry.Marry a guy who is a complete stranger to me.Its strange but i am doing this and it is completely unacceptable by me.I think Age is just a number.My thoughts will remain same and i don't understand if number is important in our life.You can still enjoy your childhood and you never become older.We can love someone and marry him at any age..I realized that there is nothing stopping me from pretending like I just got out of college, and doing everything the right way this time. So that is exactly what I am going to do.I am somebody and being somebody means investing in the lives of your friends and family then you will find the rest of this stuff just doesn't matter :)